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            <span>一月 03, 2023</span>
            
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            <h2 id="曾几何时，我伤透了心我以为，是感情导致我的失败我试图冷漠无情藐视一切的情感，自认为这会使我更强而实际上就如同人失去了血肉一样将骨骸裸露只让我变得更脆弱"><a href="#曾几何时，我伤透了心我以为，是感情导致我的失败我试图冷漠无情藐视一切的情感，自认为这会使我更强而实际上就如同人失去了血肉一样将骨骸裸露只让我变得更脆弱" class="headerlink" title="曾几何时，我伤透了心我以为，是感情导致我的失败我试图冷漠无情藐视一切的情感，自认为这会使我更强而实际上就如同人失去了血肉一样将骨骸裸露只让我变得更脆弱"></a>曾几何时，我伤透了心<br>我以为，是感情导致我的失败<br>我试图冷漠无情<br>藐视一切的情感，自认为这会使我更强<br>而实际上<br>就如同人失去了血肉一样<br>将骨骸裸露<br>只让我变得更脆弱</h2><h2 id="我不再感情用事纠结利益的得失我希望能堕入黑暗在万劫不复的深渊中重生得到的仅仅是绝望"><a href="#我不再感情用事纠结利益的得失我希望能堕入黑暗在万劫不复的深渊中重生得到的仅仅是绝望" class="headerlink" title="我不再感情用事纠结利益的得失我希望能堕入黑暗在万劫不复的深渊中重生得到的仅仅是绝望"></a>我不再感情用事<br>纠结利益的得失<br>我希望能堕入黑暗<br>在万劫不复的深渊中重生<br>得到的仅仅是绝望</h2><h2 id="我希望我能重新追逐光血肉生长长出心脏我明白，血肉生长的同时弱点会伴随而生但即便如此我至少是个人而不是骸骨"><a href="#我希望我能重新追逐光血肉生长长出心脏我明白，血肉生长的同时弱点会伴随而生但即便如此我至少是个人而不是骸骨" class="headerlink" title="我希望我能重新追逐光血肉生长长出心脏我明白，血肉生长的同时弱点会伴随而生但即便如此我至少是个人而不是骸骨"></a>我希望我能重新追逐光<br>血肉生长<br>长出心脏<br>我明白，血肉生长的同时<br>弱点会伴随而生<br>但即便如此<br>我至少是个人<br>而不是骸骨</h2><p>题：抛心之人的寻心之词<br>2023.1.3</p>

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